Satellite

Blink
Blink
Blink
Sing
Fly

Oh satellite
Take me away once more
Singing through the darkness
Bringing me home
Truly
I would keep you company
If you would keep me
Its been so long

Perhaps I am too late
Some might admire from afar
I would rather ours be more intimate

But perhaps I am too late
Too far along in your flight
I might be too much
I might not be enough
For now
In my sight
My satellite is fallen

Blink
Blink
Blink
Burn
Crash

Antagonized

Stop your selfish seizing
Stop your sedating speech
(I've had enough of this before you started)
Stop twisting the knife
(I've put it there)
Stop draining me of everything
Stop tightening the rope about my neck
(ill do it myself)
Stop wishing I would appreciate you
(Just don't ever show up on my fucking doorstep again)
Stop trying to kill me
Are you trying to kill me
(I can do it on my own)

Guarded

My skull moves
But I do not talk
My muscles pulse and tense
But I do not feel
I have been drained
For what?
Blood has been spilled
For who?
I should have seen it coming
I should have never stood in the way
It will be my time
It has been for so long
Soon...

The Last Time?

What is love
But a quick
Passing moment
Bright enough to blind
Until put out
Silenced as if splashed by water
Or such like a shooting star's path
A fire burning alight for a short breath
It's downward spiral is courageous
Even if only short
At its obliteration
Glory
Break
Fall
Fail
Its shining flight no more
Never rekindled
Why?

Decimate

Highway abandonment flash
Softly mumbling daydreams
Cloned hearts
Want to rip them all out
Leave it
Dont wipe it off yet
Bask first
Bathe
Race
Then Replace

Possibly?
Take mine too
Burn it at the stake

A glimpe of things
As they could be
Only
Makes it more hateful

Nevermind

Nevermind
It's not even close
Spin around
Fall down
Nevermind
Rewind
Stop talking
TALK
Tell me to stop
Take me down
Bring me down
With you
You go
Keep living
As long as you like
But I wont
Because I don't

(Looks so good
wrapped in black
dipped in red
lying in that last
the last, sweet bed
choking)

Blank Space

Its not as easy as you might think
A scab over the wound
Might help
Just paint it black
Although it might not
Be very positive
Or effective
When suffocating
When not disassembling myself
There is never really a problem
With finding someone else to hold the knife for me
A being is a simple toy for some hands