Void

There is a deep void inside me
I am dead inside
I am hollow
I am empty
It is too deep and dark to fill
It boils from within
It churns and eats away at me
Like a disease
Like an acid
It fights to surface
But I cover it up
I have many masks
I have many charades
No one sees me
All they see is the masks
The inside is too ugly to see
I am happy
But I feel sad
I am joyful
But I feel sorrow
I am only smiling on the outside
I am only laughing on the outside